From Suzanne...

This is a new catagory created especially for Suzanne to begin with as her's is the first here. Mine shall follow in the future and there will be others I'm quite sure. Suzi has also been asked and has accepted to be a Moderator here in the forum so please welcome her. She is an old friend of mine from the old MSN chat days. You prolly have already read some of the news she has sent in although she hasn't posted any of them as yet, there will be many coming. She has given me permission to post her email to me here to share with all of you and my response to it as you shall see

Alien/Paddy

Hey Paddy!
Ain't God Good? Well, i wont rehash what we said....i just know that we agree! lol That's so awesome...i just Love The Way God does stuff!
About helping on the forum. Sure i will do it. God has decided to use me on this computer until we dont have it anymore. I am not too spread out. I would be able to post and stuff.

And yeah...you can post the letter. The Lord GAve me aTestimony and i cannot be ashamed of it......cuz if i am...then HE will be ashamed of me. I will share my Testimony anytime anyplace because i know someone may hear and believe. Its not me that cant handle it...its people like you said that cant handle it because they dont want the truth.
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Her testimony is as follows:

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Hey Paddy,

I am just looking at things. And in my mind there seems to be a great deal of static about Rights. Theres a Right Right and a Left Right.
The homosexual agenda is backed by big money. The things i see coming are the same things that made God so sick of this world in the first place......so much so that HE flooded it....cleansed it.
My testimony is that when i began walking with the Lord i was in a lesbian relationship. God HIMSELF taught me from HIS word what is Truth. At that time the shuttle had just exploded as it took off and there was an Episcopalian Minister coming out of the closet. So as a new believer i was trying to understand what was right.
So i asked God. And HE showed me.
I do know from my own experiences that homosexuality is a choice. I KNOW that no one is born gay. Its all crap! I also know that i will speak out against it in what ever forum there is. And that's why i know that in the very near future even your forum's and the one i have at yahoo will be closed down....because we dare.
Also, we may even get arrested for these forums.
Be encouraged. Keep posting. The gays and the muslims are in the same pocket right now. Interesting bedfellows that? lol
Do you see the changes happening almost by the minute? The Lord said HE would send great deception. And HE has. The Lord said HE would send Judgement and HE IS. HE also said HE would shorten these days for the sake of the elect. And they are. I hadnt thought of it like that.....that with the shortening of the days would come a greater onslaught of evil......with it.
Be encouraged! Know that if you go to jail where ever you are....i will probably go too.....here in NC.
Because until they kill me i will Speak the Truth.
peace
suzanne ps...i figure this quiet time i have had is about over....but God has used it to let me learn how to be alone. They wont put us in general population where we will get to people. They will want to keep us separated. Wonder how much room they will have?
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My response to her testimony:

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Hiya Suz

Wow Suz, you hit the nail on the nail about everything and you are so
right. Praise the Lord that He opened your eyes to the truth of your
"old man" and cleansed you to a new life in Him.

It's funny, I had a talk with a complete stranger the other day about
this "gay" agenda and he said exactly the same thing that you said and
as I have been saying for years. Being 'gay' is a choice, no one is
ever born that way. People will tell us that not to convince us, but
rather to convince themselves so that they have an excuse for their
sin and guilt. Eventually, they begin to believe it themselves and
then guilt fades away. Doom and eternal suffering follow.

And we also know that one day, everything that is said here in this
forum will get us shut down and even arrested. We are not worried,
God has our backs. The days of free speech are coming to an end.
It was fun while it lasted...lol. I am amazed though at how quickly
this has all turned around. Perhaps this is what God meant about
"shortening the days"... if you think back just to the 80's, any of
this that is in the news today, or the subjects we discuss, would have
been an invitation to the fruit factory. People would have thought we
have lost it for sure.

There are days, as I peruse the news, I want to rip out my hair and
run into a cave and slide a large rock in front. And as I begin to
feel that way, that I am alone in this, God always sends someone to
encourage me. There have been a few out there from thing to time that
give me encouragement, and it always comes right when it's needed,
That HAS to be God! Thank for your kind words as well, I know that
they will have to kill me to stop me now, I know the truth and that
scares them.

We have prepared ourselves for this somewhat. Many of us are storing
away supplies and food for the future. Some have even prepared
hideouts to "bug out" to. I personally think that may be a bit over
the top as I think God will care for me and use me as He needs when
the time is right. I have food stored as I do have a family to think
about and basic needs are food and clothing, maybe God doesn't want me
to hide out. Maybe I am to be on the front lines for truth and
probably one of the first to be sacrificed. I will accept whatever He
has in store for me. I do have some "protection" as well, and I
practice "protecting" from time to time. But even that maybe
something I won't need to do.

Now, I have something to ask you that you may not have figured on. I
have prayed for help in the forum for a long time. God originally
brought to me Kaffir Nation and we set this up together. She is
Orthodox Jew and although we have differences in our belief's, she
knows the gospel better than most Christians do. I leave it there and
don't push. She helps in understanding things about Judaism and
Israel and has no problem with anything said about Christianity. God
later blessed me with my very own sister, Home sick, (Kathy). This
was truely a shock when it happened b/c I didn't know how strong her
belief was or if she could even handle the things in here. My sister
is tougher than I thought...lol. Now I have much support family wise
as many in our family love the Lord and are reading this forum.

The question I have for you is... Would you consider being a Moderator
in the forum and later on, perhaps an Administrator? You already know
what the 'real' truth is, and you are adept at finding news that the
forum needs. The rest is all mechanics that is really quite easy to
learn. My sis is really computer illiterate and she does it. If you
say no, that is ok, many are not lead to do this and far be from me
that I would force someone to do this. But I have learned to wait
upon God for Him to bring me people to help. And He has done quite
well in the choosing. LOL

It does require you to take some time out of your day, perhaps an hour
or two, depends on you. But if your like me, we always seem to find
the time. I have been doing this for 8 years now, This is the third
forum and there has been 2 web sites but they are hard to manage and
expensive as well. Not to mention that many commercial servers will
not accept this type of forum as they are afraid of getting sued.

Let me know what you think. If your interested, we can give it a
trial run and get you posting some things so you can see how it works.
You can reply to anything right now if you want to see the mechanics
of it. Find a post and click on the box that say reply and go for it.
Don't worry if you screw it up, I can find it and delete it if
necessary.

I need to get busy myself and start finding the news as I am running
late as usual.

Gbu dear sister
Paddy

P.S. This email, (although one that many should see), will remain
between you and I and not be posted unless you give it the ok. If you
want it posted, perhaps you might want to edit out some things. That
I leave up to you.

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God bless you Suzi, and welcome to the forum
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"The conversion of the entire population to Islam and the extinction of every form of dissent is the ideal of the Muslim State - This is Islamic Peace"

A moderate Moslem is one who sends others blow themselves up.

Thanks for the Welcome!

Ok....i am a posting fool this afternoon! I finally figured out how to do things! Yay me! lol I know i was about to drive Paddy up the proverbial tree...but we live and learn. Checking that little box when we log is...does a great deal of good for the soul when you want to hang out here!

Thanks for the welcome! And the Honor of being a part of this wonderful site!

I dont know that there is another place on the WWW that is as informative as this one! And with a great deal of humor tossed in too! (psstt God created belly laughing....and its good for us!)

i am glad to be here. To learn. To be a part of something that will help others understand how The Scriptures told us of all that we are seeing.

We are blessed!
(i am dancing in my chair.! YESSSSSSSSSSS! i have finally figured it out.....Thank You Lord!)
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peace
Suzanne
Exodus 15:26

The rest of the story......

Testimony Of G-d in my life.
By
Suzanne Garner


My testimony is long when i speak but maybe writing it out will bring it a
bit shorter.

In November and December of 1985 i began to attend bible studies in a
friends home on Thursdays. Well, towards the end of January into February i heard a message about Abraham and the promise G-d had
given him. That his seed would outnumber the stars. And that stayed with
me for some reason. And then one night at work....i was sweeping the
parking lot of the 7/11 i worked at and i happened to look up at the sky.
Now remember this is a store that was smack in the middle of town. In
Memphis, where there are so many lights that you can't see the sky for the glow of the lights at night. But i looked up that cold February night and i saw stars in the sky! And i knew without a doubt that our Heavenly Father was the reason! So then and there i gave my life to Him.

Well, if people tell you that things are all changed when you begin to walk with the L-rd, they are wrong. Things begin to change with every step you take. I was living with another woman in a relationship. And i was seeking G-d and not man for the answers to my questions about homosexuality. The little fellowship where i began to walk, they loved me, they prayed with me, they helped me find answers, but never once did they condemn me. They allowed G-d to be Who HE wanted to be in MY life. And HE taught me about why homosexuality is an abomination to him. And i had to learn how to let go of it as well.

On May 14th 1986 my father passed away. I had been working 16 and more hours a day because the store manager had been out because of being burned. After two months of working like that, of doing all the store management and pulling shifts so others could have days off....i was worn down. And when that call came that morning it was all i could do to stay standing. I didnt know my father. But i had wanted to go to him before he died and i thought that very morning when the manager had come back to work that i would be able to go. I hung up the phone and went back to the sandwiches i had been making in the deli. Crying over them. And the door opened to the store and a young man came in. He walked straight back to me where i stood and began to talk to me. He told me that i looked sad. I said i was. Told him that my father had just passed. He looked at me and said Well, G-d wants you to know that HE loves you and HE had heard my prayers. Then he told me that he wanted the sandwich i was wrapping just then.....because i had cried in it. So i wrapped it for him as he went to get a can drink from the cooler and i sat it atop the deli case for him. When i turned back a few moments later, still the same man in line that had been there when i sat the sandwich on the case, but no sign of the man i wrapped the sandwich for, no sign of the sandwich, only a can of Coke sitting in its place. I knew then that i had been visited by an angel. I paid for that sandwich. With joy.

Well, i couldnt handle it all. I left the store that day and went to my house. I looked around that house and grabbed the little girl that had been given to me and got in my car. A friend, who is also gay, but cared about me, got in my car with us and went down to Greenville, Mississippi where my mom lived at the time. I just had to be close to my mother.

And there, is where G-d showed me about HIMSELF. Showed me that HE loved me, that HE wanted me to leave that relationship i was in and why, showed me that HE wanted OUR relationship to be Holy. And so i left that relationship, moved down to my mothers and began to walk with the Father in a deeper way.

I had to learn the difference between HIS will and my will for my life and how to give myself over to his will.
A man came into my life that was NOT HIS WILL FOR ME, and i had to let go of that man. When i did i was given the MAN that was HIS WILL FOR ME!
My cousins Jerry and Jean had gone down to Vicksburg to preach a revival. And in that church was a woman that only came to it on the nights she spent in Vicksburg with her youngest son. She would travel twice a month to go visit her middle son in prison down in Louisiana close to New Orleans. So she spent the night in Vicksburg on Wednesdays so she could get there in time on Thursday for her visit with him. And she asked my cousins to write to him to encourage him. And when they told me about getting his address, i said i would write to him as well.
Two weeks later i got his address,,,took my cousin that long to find her wallet....and i wrote to him
Now the only privacy that was allowed them in prison was during mail call and the guard that handed out the mail would turn the envelopes face down so no one would see who it was from. He told me that when his fingers grabbed the envelope, his hand shook and the L-rd spoke to him and said...This is the woman you are going to marry. And the letter was from me.

One year from the date i got his first letter......and over three hundred letters between us later...we were married. September 4th, 1987.

Well, for a long time i was on a meandering walk with the L-rd. In March just after we were married i miscarried our first child. In July before our first anniversary we found out that William was HIV+. And my world sort of shattered. His did too. His mother asked me once, how can you stay with someone that has this disease? And i couldnt believe she asked. But i told her that i meant what i said when i spoke those vows before G-d and Him and witnesses! How could i not stay???

Well, we had to come to terms with it. And he decided that it wasnt going to kill him. Old age. An accident, but he wouldnt die of aids.
But, our walk faltered a great deal. We became secluded from people. Then, one day, i turned around and realized i had walked away from the L-rd and HE was the one i truly needed to make it thru anything.

We are blessed. We have stayed clear of religion. And G-d has had to lead us thru many trying times. Then, for some reason my husband went thru the health department clinic in Charlotte and got tested again. He wanted to see what his CB4 count was. And we found out it was down to 30. Which is very close to no immune system at all!

Well, i had been sick with pneumonia. And unknowing to me i was pregnant at the same time. I got pregnant in Decemeber. Got Pneumonia on January 1st ...he gets that test back about the 15th of January and i went to a doctor because i thought i had a yeast infection and found out i was pregnant! So i was scared. The doctor did a sonogram in the office that day to look at the baby. She looked like a little butterbean with a heartbeat. And he told me that he saw a healthy baby. A strong heartbeat and for me not to worry but pray!

And i did! And i went to the health department here where we live and got tested at my husbands request. When i told the councelor there that i was also pregnant she signed me up for the womens clinic to have my baby so they could keep an eye on me. My test came back negative to the relief of everyone...especially daddy.

On September 10,1996 we had a 9lb 6oz baby girl we named Hannah. And 9 months later....i got pregnant again. With this baby G-d was so present! IN every area HE WAS THERE! I developed gestational diabetes with this baby. So i had to go to a special clinic to be seen. But first i had to have a sonogram and an ultrasound one day after the other.

So on Friday night before the tests i would have on tuesday and wednesday the following week, i went to bed and dreamed. I dreamt of two little boys in a huge open field of grass that had a huge huge oak tree standing in the middle of it. Perfect for boys to play in! And i watched them play and kick a ball around and chase eachother with such fun! And i knew that i knew these boys but they were bigger than when i had seen them last. They talked to me....would run to me laughing and squealing like little ones do. And i woke up remembering that dream so vividly. But i couldnt place who they were! Then on Sunday i opened the newspaper and took out the tv guide and when i opened it, there was a picture of Susan Smith. And i knew then that the boys were Michael and Alexander Smith, her boys that she had drowned in her car.

I got excited and called to Daddy and asked him,,,,if we have a boy can we name him after Michael and Alexander? He said we will think of a name just for him after them ok?
Well, i went for the sonogram on tuesday and the lady doing the test had just heard my dream i had had on friday and she asked if i wanted to know what i was having and i told her instead....a boy....and she wept! She knew G-d had shown me! And told me so!

Then i started going to the clinic for the diabetes. And the doctor over that clinic took special interest in me because i was pregnant a second time with a man that is HIV+. He took me into an exam room and sat me down to write out the orders for the HIV test and he asked me, how will it come back? I told him....it will be negative! How do you know that he asked me....and i said Because i KNOW G_D! And he just shook his head and sent me off for my test.
Well the next month when i went back for my next appointment he had my file in hand waiting for me to come in. He gave me time to sign in and took me straight back. Again, in the same room he asked me how the test came back? and i told him again...its negative. He opened the file, looked at the results and looked at me...shaking his head and said HOW DID YOU KNOW THAT? and again i told him because i KNOW G_D!
We did that test and that same round of questions a total of three times during my pregnancy.
Then we decided on a name for our son. And we chose to give him the Name Michalex. And we call him Max for short. But those two boys will not be forgotten in our house because of Max. He was born March 11, 1998.

We had a pretty normal life for a while and then Daddy got sick. On December 21st 1999, he went into the hospital with HIV induced pneumonia. Which makes your lungs swell closed. And there is no moisture in your lungs either. He came out on December 25th having to start the AIDS Cocktail of meds.
But the night that he went into the hospital and i had to leave him because they wouldnt let me stay..... i got on to the computer and found one of my Sisters in the L-rd that i did ministry with on paltalk and she opened a room for just the two of us. She called the room....The Garments of Praise and she began to play praise and worship music and pray with me. For four hours i sat in praise and worship before the L-rd and was not moving until i had an answer from HIM. Then i felt HIM lay a mantle of Peace across my shoulders. I physically felt Him lay it on me and all my wont to worry and what if, went away!

My husband came home and began to get stronger. Our kids were growing up....no longer babies. And we wanted to give them a place to make friends. So i started taking them to church. And my husband started going with me. And we joined that church together but left separately.

I have always heard my Fathers Voice! And i know it well. So when HE tells me to go to this one and tell them this...or tell another something...or to go and do this thing...i go. Prophesy is not something i want to do. But its something that G-d requires of me. i study prophesy. And i prophesy when i am told to. And i am a teacher. And i am a minister. Ordained by G-d and recognizing that ordination man ordained me on paper.

What matters to me is Ministry. i dont want a church with a great many in the congregation. Ministry one on one. Ministry to 5 or 6. Ministry where it is needed. In the street. In a lonely persons living room. Ministry....means that we are Taking G-d from the confines of four walls to the world that needs it most. About three years ago the Father told me to start giving Tea Parties for Women. I argued with Him about that....cuz i was and have never been a tea party girl. I was the tom boy of tom boys!
But i did as HE said. And thru all these many months i have learned so much about what HE desires of me as a minister. And i am watching other women learn from me how to minister to other women. I am learning how to LISTEN and keep my mouth shut. I am learning how to speak and put to death lies in a womans life. I am 48 yrs old and i still love learning the ways of our Almighty G-d!

My husband is an Evangelist for the Kingdom. We support one another in our ministries. We encourage eachother to keep going.

This is my testimony. For the most part. The best parts. The humbling and shaking down parts. I share it with my husband and my children. And they incorporate some of it as i do theirs in mine. We are not ever alone in this walk. Sometimes G-d likes a lot of company! And thats why the Gospel of Peace can change lives and keep on changing them.

Your Servant
Suzanne Garner
PO BOX 485
McAdenville, North Carolina 28101 USA

PS....this was written over a year ago. I will be 50 in a few days. And each day is a wonder to me. I am once again churchless. The tea parties have stopped for many reasons. God's will being the main one. Things have a season sometimes that we need to learn to accept. I had to when i didnt want to.
The last church we were part of got into new age theology. And postive mental thinking....stuff like that. And i just walked away when no one would listen. I couldn't stay and let my children be subjected to garbage thats not true. Even when i love the people there and the pastors still. As a parent i have to think about what my kids are being taught. Thats why i homeschool them now. Because i dont want them in schools being taught they came from monkeys or primordial ooze. My daughter would probably survive public school now....but ps wouldnt survive her! LOL. My son is another story. They would have him on drugs within two days. So i teach them at home.
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peace
Suzanne
Exodus 15:26

Awesome testimony Suz!

I knew bits and pieces of yours from years past but had never heard the entire story and what a blessing it was to see how G-d worked in your life in so many ways.

Gbu dear sister

Alien
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"The conversion of the entire population to Islam and the extinction of every form of dissent is the ideal of the Muslim State - This is Islamic Peace"

A moderate Moslem is one who sends others blow themselves up.